Tuesday, December 27, 2011

27/12/2011

27/12/2011的第220个post
220这个号码很美
27/12更是一个充满回忆的日子

前几天和太子大仟聚会
这次的圣诞聚会总算没让他们失望
跟他们分享了很多我自己很爱的食物

有去到我最喜欢的粥档
也是KL蛮有名的粥档
会知道这个地方
也是因为它就在以前受训的银行对面
曾经是我很多晚的晚餐

有去到我最喜欢的一间餐厅-Fusion Haven
会知道这个地方
也是因为干哥哥介绍
第一次去Fusion Haven是在10/01/2009
那时候是因为Sem Break
所以跑去KL找干哥哥来了个KL四日游
那时候不敢要他破费
结果选了最便宜的Oriental Teriyaki Chicken
他介绍了茉莉花茶还有Warm Heart Chocolate Ice Cream
这三种食物都有着和其他餐厅不一样的味道
就连那一壶茉莉花茶都有着其它餐厅给不到的香味
老板Danny人也很Nice
除了中式的杨枝金露
我想我最爱的西式甜品应该就是那里的Warm Heart了

记得刚刚写Blog时有Post过关于那四天的纪录
虽然那四日游差不多是三年前的事了
可是在我心里面一直有一个忘不到的记忆
那天09/01/2009我就搭了巴士直往KL
可是有位朋友以为我回KT
结果在10/01/2009的5.00 AM text我:
应该到KT了吧
早点休息吧
我在半醒的情况下读了那封短讯
我没有回

睡醒后
干哥哥就载着我去Fusion Heaven
还记得在车上
我是有想要回那封简讯的
就连简讯都打好了:
I am in KL now la. Visit my God Bro. Hahaha
可是打完后
我又把它们Delete掉
最后还是没有回到
我也不知道为什么
只记得那段时间
有因为没有回到那一封短讯而遗憾了一时
好奇怪哦
那一年是2009年

前几天的聚会
也有带他们吃到我最爱的猪手
是一间叫留香餐馆的招牌菜
很多工作时间时的午餐都在那里吃
因为老板是爱吃的人
而且那里离公司也很近

还有就是一间叫邦格村的螃蟹餐馆
之前有和中学同学去过几次
味道不错但还不是最好的
这次吃螃蟹有吃到很累
也许多一个人的话会刚刚好

还有就是Espressamente Illy
这应该也不用多说了吧
跟我熟的朋友都知道我喜欢这里的咖啡
那一天
Caffe Fondente特别好喝
也许是因为那天的话题
让我感觉到一种心寒吧
一杯Caffe Fondente就这样暖了我的心

其实一直以来
我真的觉得很庆幸有你这位朋友
我没想到的是
毕业一年半了
当中还是可以跟你有了很多次的聚会
总是觉得众多朋友当中
你懂我最多
大学时候身边很多朋友都为读书烦恼
每个人看到我是第一级荣誉生
觉得我好像什么烦恼都没有
可是真正知道我的懦弱的
好像就只有你一个
感觉上你们每次都会刻意隐瞒或不提起
只因为要顾虑到我
真的很谢谢

其实我有时候会觉得对不起你
好像真的因为我
事情改变了一些
搞到你们好像处处都要顾虑到我
真的很Cibai

身边的朋友
会因为时间
或因为某些事情
而在不同的阶段
有所更换

我记得我complement过
说这是一个Cycle
我有很天真的以为
只要继续的保持联络
就可以暂时延长那个Cycle
不知不觉中
Cycle被延长了
可是它再也不是原先的那个Cycle
我还以为我已经习惯了
但现在才发现
其实我并不习惯了这种习惯

喝咖啡的那一天
你很认真的说:
“金土
找个人来爱吧
就算不爱也尝试去爱”

当时
我没有给到你任何反应
因为
你那一句真的惊醒了我
就因为你一提
我才发现
其实我找到了
可是我不敢告诉你
因为我怕你会同情我
我更怕得到你的担心

很庆幸那天有和你们去喝咖啡
那一天
我总算找到了我喜欢Espressamente Illy的原因:
我希望可以喝完里面每一杯不同的咖啡
然后带着我爱的她
跟她解释每一杯咖啡的味道
再点一杯她最爱的咖啡给她

很天真吧
我以为
我已经习惯了这种天真
我的确是习惯了这种天真

我开始担心自己
开始害怕面对夜晚

是我
高估了自己的抵抗力
还是
低估了那份杀伤力
我不知道

有时候
我会想
可能
因为我不是有钱人家的孩子吧

也可能
因为我除了是一位银行职员
我其他什么都不是

要是当初我肯为了配合
而改变自己
不再守护着那一句“你是你”

要是当初我肯早一点策划
不再考虑到那些无谓的因素

要是当初我学会尊重
不再鲁莽冲动

或许
2011年的今天
我收到的圣诞礼物
会是一份幸福

我想
应该是时候回去了

不管怎样
这也只是一时的思绪
既然大家都认定是这样的了
那就继续这样吧
我不是比别人慢半拍
也许因为那少许的耐性
让我一直没有意识到这份意识

27/12/2011
Let's Call It The Day



Monday, November 7, 2011

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It reaches 12 o'clock just when I sign in to this Earth. It indirectly reminds me that I am going back to the city of reality in 9 hours time. Counting down now. As usual, there is always an updated blog on the night before I leave.....

Alright, let's reflect what happened in the past few weeks. A couple of weeks ago, I had a gathering session with Calix and gang in Melaka. The gathering purpose was for Chloe's birthday celebration. As usual, I don't bring any birthday presents but a sincere wish from my heart.....

Melaka is still beautiful as it always be. We found a restaurant which we never tried before during our days in MMU. It was located in Jonker Street and I couldn't remember the name. Foods are nice with only 6 tables in the restaurant. Thanks to Candy for her introduction =)

Other than that, the remaining activities are as usual - Nadeje Patisserie, Illy's Coffee, Tong Xin Yuan, Vegetarian, GoGo Karaoke and etc. Foods were the same, tastes were the same, jokes were the same and even the transport was the same. Everything were assumed to be the same and perhaps it could be a perfect gathering if we care about the choices of words. Aha.....

Also, I met with Mr. Tan Pei Kian and Ng Tuan Hock during my sudden visit to MMU. Both are my beloved lectures and we had a great chatting in FBL. MMU is still the same but peoples are no longer the same. I really felt happy to meet both of them. Following the conversation, there is a feeling of meeting a long lost friends. To be honest, a sentence from Pei Kian - Kim Thor, Happy to See You Again really got me touched. Hmmm.....

Then last week I got a chance to taste the most expensive meal in my life ever. It's a RM 400 wagyu steak treated by boss. We had the meal in a restaurant called Las Vacas located in Mont Kiara. Don't really expect I have the opportunity to taste such a tasty steak in my life. Blessing~~~

And then it was this time when I am back to my hometown. Nothing much to do in this beloved state other than chit chatting with mom and drink with friends. Perhaps, these are the silent enjoyments.....

So fast I am in 24 now. There were really many things happened in these few years and all the things were still in the perfect storage. I also don't know why. Maybe because it plays an important role as a turning point for my life cycle or that's what some perfectly termed as grown up. Aha, whatever it is, life goes on and on and keep holding on.....

I appreciate those who are concern about everything of my life. Trust me, I am O.K. as I know what I am doing and what I prefer to do. I just want to do what I prefer to do without any interference. Don't worry about me as I am not even worry about myself. Thank You.....


~~~ Quote of Abstraction for the Night ~~~


Shall We Talk???

If Yes, Then See You in My Dream Later.....

and

When I Wake Up, I Whisper to Myself that.....

It Was Only Just a Dream.....

but then

I Whisper to You that.....

Thanks for Made Time to See Me.....

Even It Was Only In My Dream.....


Wednesday, October 19, 2011

4.


~ Happy Birthday & Birthday Happy ~



Friday, September 30, 2011

214th Post @ 30.09.2011

Say Hi to the last night of September, the last night of my access to the Cyber World and the 214th blog post. What so special about 214th blog post??? Give a great guess. Why is it tonight is my last night access to the Cyber World??? Because I am going to return the modem to my God Bro tomorrow. The mission for this time access has been accomplished. I got the air ticket. Ooo yaa, tomorrow will be my God Sis wedding registration ceremony. Looking forward~~~

Perhaps I should share a good news at the last night of September. Yesterday received the result of my Certified Credit Professional examination. I passed the first 2 papers for the first attempt. Another last paper waiting for me on December. The hardest paper and I wish for bunches of luck. Once I pass it, then I can get rid off from examination burden. No more exam!!!

Yesterday almost involved in an accident. I almost knocked a motorcycle who pass through my left side as I was turning left into my office. It was my fault as I didn't put on the left signal. It's not about careless. It's all about concentration. I was not not concentrating at that time because too many things appeared in my mind. Luckily I was quick enough to make a brake.....

In fact, that was not the first time I am not concentrating while driving. There are just too many things appeared in my mind and it's mostly about job. There were already few times I drove pass red light without my own conscious due to lost concentration while driving. Hmmm, it's terrible. Nevertheless, pray hard and blessing~~~

Time flies and September going to ends in 10 more minutes. Can't believe I have worked for more than 1 year. But looks like I still can't suit myself to this type of life. In other words, I am still living the past. But can't put the blame on me also. As I mentioned in the long long previous post, 1 year is definitely insufficient. Life in MMU already took 3 years. So, what is 1 year when compare to 3 years. Definitely incomparable. Anyway, perhaps time is the best chinese medicine in which it will only generate effect when long term consumed....

Suddenly fell so hungry. I just miss the cheesy bun in Singapore. It is sold in Singapore 7-11. Unfortunately, it is not for sale in Malaysia. Why??? I just couldn't find out the reason and this make it a must-eat-bun whenever I visit to Singapore. Say Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese.....


When Can I Meet You Again???

So, basically that's all about the last night of September and that's it for the 214th blog post. I just don't know when I will be back to this Earth again. Life is full of uncertainties and risk arise when you don't know what you are committing. Life without internet connection doesn't seem to be a suck life. At least it let me know nothing other than finance. Since I know nothing, then I have no risk.....

Oppss, suddenly think of a sentence where MMU's students like to use during presentation. The sentence - Last But Not Least. Nonetheless, I never use it except this time.....

Last but not least, Congratulation!!!

是睡觉时的呼吸,我想念


Sunday, September 25, 2011

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Say Hi to the night before Monday. Hmmm, some of you might feel weird why I am able to connect to the cyber world. In fact, many of you guys have already asked this question in MSN. Well, I have borrowed modem from my God Bro few days ago as I am eager to book zero fares air ticket. The booking was a success one. Nevertheless, it is not as easy as I expected. The problem lies in my credit card where the banker has wrongly keyed in my info. Luckily the booking was still success after I whacked the banker crazily. Whom to blame??? It's not my fault and furthermore, their job scope is to be whacked by customer. Sorry to say so but this is the truth. Looking forward for the tour =)

Just back from Banting for attending a friend's wedding, Kay Vern and Kuan Lee. Kinda tired as I drove there, together with Wei Loon & Chun Wei. It was a great wedding dinner with great foods and hospitality. Got the chance to bump into Banting. Kay Vern's family has provided the highest quality of accommodation. Thank You. We have the chance to visit to Dong Chan Shi - a buddhist centre and tried the very famous begger's chicken in Banting. Feel great as I can meet up with those long lost course mates. Hmmm, Banting - another place in Malaysia that I have bumped into. Congratulation to myself. Also, congratulation to Kay Vern and Kuan Lee. May both of you walk till the end =)

Talk about the begger's chicken. It was really a coincidence as during the tour to SG with Calix, we watched the Ah Xian's TV show introducing the restaurant and a customer said he made a booking 2 years earlier and both of us are like.....speechless. Can't believe I have the chance to taste it a week after. The photo was tagged to Calix and he said his mother can't stop laughing after knowing the matter. Wahahahaha.....

Ooo yaa, I have not go to Pavillion for 5 weekends already. 1st and 2nd weekend were in K.T. 3rd weekend was for CCP exam, 4th weekend was in SG, 5th weekend was in Banting. The coming 6th weekend will be for my god sis wedding, 7th weekend to attend cousin's convocation in MMU. Ooo God, I miss my Illy's Coffee badly =(

A good news to share. Finally, I received a letter on Friday stated that I have passed my OMEGA exam. Remembered the exam which I mentioned I need only 1 question to pass??? That's it, after I resit for the paper. Well, I am not desperate to pass the exam, it's just I feel like want to put down one of the burden and the dream comes true. Congratulation!!!

A thought arise all of a sudden. Peoples tend to have different thinking in different tiers of life. A thing that you are searching for a year ago might not be the same thing that you are searching for a year later. Layman termed this as changes. Or I would rather say transformation, which sounds more positive. Those who always say " I m mature" are those who are normally immature. Combined the sentence and you will get what I mean. It's true.....

So, am I change??? Or transform??? I don't think I so. Still the same, always searching for don't-know-what-I-am-searching-for. Perhaps, this is also what the Layman like to says: searching for myself. So, who am I??? What I want??? Searching in progress~~~

As I always declare, I am a dreamer. A beautiful dreamer who have frequently achieved my dreams. Different dreams during different tiers of life. During secondary school, I dreamed of become the best singer in school. During lower F6, I dreamed of organizing a concert for my own band, during upper F6, I dreamed of leading the group organizing a singing competition, during university, I dreamed of becoming a top ranking student in Finance class. Hmmm, all these have already been achieved. So what about now??? Perhaps, this is why I have no idea of who am I and what I want.....

High paid job??? I got it. A Honda City??? I got it. Stock investment??? I got it. What else??? Or shall I feel satisfy??? Hmmm, I don't think it's a matter of satisfy or dissatisfy. Back to the question just now, I just don't know what I am pursuing in my life. I think it's time to plan for a resign, get myself a 6 months free period and back pack travel to other places. Perhaps, can find myself by ding so. Yeah, I think this should be the way. But I am bonded for 2 years wor, 1 more year to go. So how to resign??? How??? How??? How??? Hmmm, the only way is to be patient.....

Ooo yaa, haven't answer the question - have I change??? During the tour to SG, they all were surprised that I am still wearing the same watch and using the same old wallet. OMG!!! The worst thing is I even answer them, if 1 day you find me having different watches or using different wallets, then confirm you are with wrong peoples. OMG!!! So, since I can provide such an answer, it definitely means that I am still the one who I used to be. Haizzz, how come this type of thing will happen to me??? Aiyooo, stupid Kim Thor~~~poor Kim Thor~~~screw you~~~

Whatever it is, my eyes are tired enough. Ooo yaa, talk about eyes and talk about sight. I swear I didn't go and read or see it. I don't even click on it. Then I can sleep within 5 minutes. Yeah, congratulation, gratulation, tulation and lation~~~

A group of friends whom I have never meet for long time asked: "Hey, how come you are not active in FB???" My answer is: "I don't have internet connection." OMG, such an untrue answer. So, what is the true answer??? The true answer lies in the word blindfold.....


The Begger's Restaurant

A Colorful Life

Miss You Miss You

I Love You, You Love Me, We Are Happy Family

Little Crabbie at K.T

Mr. and Mrs. Sea Shells at the Beach Downstair My House

Meow~~~

Did You Saw Me In Your Dream???

Begger's Chicken

Calix in the Air


What will happen tomorrow??? If you know, please tell me in my dream later. Thank You.

Great Great Night

&

I Am Listening To Love You You


Saturday, September 3, 2011

03.09.2011

Finally it comes to the day, the last day in K.T. Well, I am going to drive back to K.L. on 6.00 a.m. later with Cin Lo. May we have a safe journey. Blessing~~~

Reflect back the 1 week in K.T. The feeling for this time was totally different. I am able to get rid off the so many tensions arise from the work. It was like an enjoyable trip in a small fisherman village nearby the sea. In fact, it is.....

A million thanks to Wei Keong who had brought me to so many activities. We went for swimming for every evening, night fishing , seaside photographing, sushi, Bak Kut Teh and so forth. How good is it if I am able to pass my daily life with the aforesaid activities. Perhaps, it will only happen in my dream until I come back to work in K.T. Well , realizing that the previous dream is no longer achievable, I am now in the midst of consideration to come back for work. But the probability looks like very low. Hmmm, by the way, I wish Wei Keong a fast recovery from the mental & physical hurt. Blessing~~~

Ooo yaa, the seaside opposite my house is still the most comfortable place. The scene was so nice with the special seashells and little cute animals. Nice storage for my memory. Indeed, it is.....

A little scare of going back to the city. Nevertheless, reality is still a reality. I still have to face it. So now officially announce a goodbye to K.T., Facebook, MSN and The Earth. Anyway, take care, good luck and all the best.....



Miss You Miss You

but

Where Are You???

Try To Look For Your Shadow in the Seaside

but

I Lost Myself in the Ocean

and

Love You You

A Song I Sing Without You

(Solely for the Purpose of Abstraction)

Sunday, August 28, 2011

27.08.2011

Well, such a great coincidence to have a blog post on 27.08.2011. So, 12 + 1 = 13. What this means??? If you are smart enough, give a guess. By the way, it's really a coincidence that a "misunderstanding" has happened today. Take note.....

This should be the 1st blog post after the last post on, approximately 4 months ago. Can't believe that 4 months have passed. I thought it's only 3 months. So is 4 months a long period??? I would say it's so long and yet so short.....

After a 9 hours driving, finally I reached K.T. at 5 p.m. today. I am back this time with Cin Lo by driving her car. Just back from a tea session with my Form 6 classmates and finally I drove my new City for the third times (only). Such a great car with powerful pick up. In fact, I am extremely tired for this 27.08.2011 but yet it is a sleepless night. In fact, it is.....

Back to K.T. and I have the opportunity to connect to the cyber world. As what I mentioned in previous blog, I shall be back after few more months. Today officially connected to Facebook, MSN and this particular Earth which has not been turning for few months. The feeling is like.....hmmm.....indescribable.....By the way, it's only for a week. After that the myth should continue. So it should be O.K......

Have a great chatting with mom just now. I have not been meeting her for about 6 months. Nothing much other than to tell her my latest news. Also, realizing that many friends have been concerning with my current life, perhaps it's time for me to reflect how I actually pass my life thus far in the strange place. Anyway, officially declare that finally I have been working in K.L for 1 year. Congratulation Fucker!!!

My life is as simple as ABC. During the weekdays, the alarm rang at 7.45 a.m. It will then be readjusted according to 3 tiers which were 8.00 a.m., 8.05 a.m. & 8.10 a.m. So I woke up at 8.10 a.m. After clean up myself, then I will enter office sharp by 8.40 a.m.....

The lunch time is set on 12.00 p.m. I had almost every of my lunches with my colleagues. Official working hour end at 5.45 p.m. but I will leave office at between 8.00 p.m. to 9.00 p.m. Peoples tend to ask why I stay until so late in office. Answer: It's good to behave as a workaholic rather than thinking too much on some other non-benefit matters. Long working hours can direct my attention to my job. At least, it's generating income for me. Sincerely, I hope this really work. Focus.....

Next session will be the alone-dinner at the nearby restaurant and then I shall reach my home at between 9.30 p.m. to 10.00 p.m. Next thing to do is drama / stock investment news / revision for examination.....

Within the 7 months classroom credit training and after 5 months as an Account Relationship Manager, I have to take 4 exams. It's compulsory. The 1st exam was OMEGA. As what they claimed, it's an international recognized credit skill assessment with 13 modules. Each modules with 12 questions and we need to get at least 8 questions correctly for each modules then only we are consider as pass.....

For the sake of motivation, HR proposed that those who passed all 13 modules for the first attempt will be rewarded cash RM 1K. For the exam, I passed modules 2 -13 but failed module 1 with 7 questions being answered correctly. So I am shocked of 1 question in order to pass the exam with the first attempt and the RM 1K just flies without wings. In other words, the 1 question that I got it wrong was worth RM 1K. Can't believe I did experienced the word "Failed" for the first time exam after I joined the corporate world. So the so-many As that I got from MMU are mean to be nothing. But in fact, they were nothing other than just an alphabet.....

The second exam was the Life Insurance Exam which I passed with grade C. Well, it has been such a long time I didn't get a grade C. Not even 1 subject during MMU times and again, it first appeared after I joined the corporate world. Congratulation again Fucker. Hohoho.....

Third exam was General Insurance and I am lucky to passed with grade A. Fourth exam is Certified Credit Professional (CCP) coming soon on 10/09/2011. For this paper, I need a bunches of luck. Anyone willing to spare???

Sounds like there are many areas that I need to attend to. But one thing good about the work is I have the opportunity to taste various fine quality foods which I never have the chance to try before. Most important thing is, the pay is not from my own pocket. Thank You.....

Alright, let's turn to weekend. Weekend is the 2-days which I always long for. For every Saturday when I open up my eyes, the first question appeared in my mind is - what time I am going to have my fine coffee??? Ooo yaa, for every Saturday, I will go to Espressmente Illy in Pavillion to have a glass of coffee. It's either Half & Half, Marocino, Greco All- Italiana, Mandorlino, Shakerato or Neve Fondente.....

Then I will go to The Loaf Fine Bakery to get my Red Bean Walnut Bread and a Cranberry Cheese. The moment after I tasted the coffee and the breads, I shall felt the satisfaction in my life. Last session is Times book store where I spend the rest of day reading books. A way of accumulating knowledge before the I leave here with 30K.....

That's all for the sounded-to-be-boring Saturday. For Sunday, sometimes I repeat the 3 sessions and sometimes I spend it in office. That's my weekend. Doing things I like without any prohibition in freedom.....

Mom was a coffee addicted and I told her that I shall bring her to taste the coffee when she visit to K.L. But then she raised a great question - When did you start to fall in love with coffee??? I didn't provide a single answer to that question. But after a deep thinking on the bed, I realized that I have a purpose to taste the coffee. The purpose was indescribable until you taste it without integrating it with sugar. I once brought the couple there and they both fall in love with the place. He said his signature drink was Mandorlino and it was indeed an extremely special coffee.....

I did some studies in Times about coffee as well. That day coincidentally got an opportunity to taste the best Italy coffee - Lavazza in Bukit Jalil. Wow, the name already reflected the elegant of the coffee. For so long of my coffee tasting, I am now able to differentiate the Illy Coffee from other coffee. Maybe it's because of it's special taste. Still remembered that there was one time when I went to Nadeje Patisserie, the moment when I stepped into the shop and smell the coffee, I confirmed that they are using Illy coffee and it's true. Bravo.....

Pavillion is now my second home in K.L. Everything I need were there and the memory was stored in the roasted smell. As the memory fluid, it fills the emptiness without the needs of touching the circle.....


Great Great Night

with

Love You You

by

A Sleepless Fisherman

in

A Silent Beach

at

Terengganu

on


~~~ Nice Nice Song ~~~

(Solely for the Purpose of Abstraction)



Saturday, April 30, 2011

For the Someone, I Am Sorry

Say Hi to the last night of April. The Earth of Golds for tonight is to purposely apologize to the someone whom I have acted so irrational. Sorry for my irrationality within this long period and sorry because I didn't hold my promise.....

Just wanted to say, I am still the Kim Thor that you knew last time, still the good guy that you perceived. Regarding my irrationality within this period, it's an exceptional case. I have never been so irrational in these 24 years. I think you also knew that.....

Whatever it is, sorry is useless. But there is nothing I can do. So, a sentence where I am so selfish and where I am swallowing my pride: I am sorry and may you grant me a forgiveness. Also, may you don't felt regret for knowing me. If you are still who you are, I am pretty sure that you will grant me. So please don't F*** again. My sincere Sorry and Thank You.....

As usual, as a Lender of Luck, I lend all of my for the someone for the remaining days. May everything go smooth for whatever activities that will be attended and may the someone take a great care.....

I have cancelled the P1 Wimax internet service started from tomorrow. So I hereby officially declare that I am off from the cyber world. In other words, I will not be able to visit here within this period. I shall be back later, but don't know when. Anyway, no worries, it won't be few days later or few weeks later. Hopefully, this will complement the determination to off the irrationality. Blessing ~~~

Talk about recently. Last week had a gathering with Calix, Chloe and Sharon in Batu Pahat. It's such a great gathering with foods, seaside, DSLR, karaoke, singing recording, cakes and so forth. Hmmm, don't know when Calix will update all the photos and my singing. Quite a numbers of our singing were recorded, 假如,很想你,Melody,镇守爱情,可惜不是你,枫,趁早,她说 and etc. Don't know when can I get the copy. Still Waiting.....

Next weekend will gather with them again in Genting. Just now just discuss about the booking of room. Looking for the Genting's night to get back some old cold feeling. Meanwhile, in 22nd of May, we will have another gathering in Melaka as Chloe has an examination there. Hmmm, 22nd is always a great date. I left Melaka on 23th of May 2010. If I visit it on 22nd of May 2011, it's means 1 year has passed. Hmmm, time flies. Don't know what will be the feeling at that time. Another Waiting again.....

Talk about today. Today have an outgoing session with Lim Hwa and Fong Li. The purpose is to return something to Lim Hwa. Had a movie session together and we watched T.H.O.R. Yeah, it's T.H.O.R., my great movie. T.H.O.R. was such a strong man. How good it is if I were him and how good it is if I have the hammer. Just like the time when I was in MMU. No fear and no irrationality at all. By the way, I finally found someone who has the same name as me. I don't think it's easy to find this name. I love it.....

Ooo yaa, I introduced them to have a fine coffee session in Pavillion's Illy. Love the coffee there very much. As usual, I ordered a Half & Half. It's a half chocolate and half coffee beverage. I think for every weekend, I shall go there to have a coffee session. Lay my true love on it.....

Basically, that's all for the temporary last night. Guys, please feel free to drop by at this Earth of Golds even though it is out from update. Help me to sustain it. Life goes on. Thanks You.....


I Will Return, Farewell - T.H.O.R.


4 months Ago

4 Months Later

Half & Half


Friday, April 15, 2011

A Wish in A Dream

Say Hi to the night before Friday. Well, today was a not productive day in office. The whole morning was spent on site visitation to Shah Alam. Hmmm, a 2 way driving distance of 70km. Luckily, I am not driving my new City here. Sayang sayang~~~

On the afternoon, the technician came to install my new PC. Took around 90 minutes to settle. Anyway, I like the new PC. Bigger screen and faster speed. I shall become more productive after this. Anyway, today learnt some new things again. Got helped customer solved some problem. I feel satisfied.....

Finally I tasted the most luxury fine dining meal in my life today. We were in a German's style restaurant called El Cerdo. It was a restaurant famous with it's pork meal. Foods were awesome and waiter and waitress were all professional. When the waiter took the order, he provided professional suggestion regarding the quantity and taste. Great ~~~

I ordered an iced tea called Love at First Try. The beverage makes me thinking back the memory again. Once you have a try, you will never forget the taste. Just like now, waiting for another try with the same beverage again. But I no longer have the chance and yet I am still bringing with a fake hope, which is to have a second try. Haizzz, what to do??? Who asked me to be born as a Cancer. It's a fate.....

Whatever it is, talk about the foods. The first dish was a asparagus soup. First time tried on an asparagus soup. It's great and I love asparagus.....

Second dish was white asparagus with German's ham. OMG, I really never tasted a white asparagus and German's ham before. Everyone also agree that the ham was awesome. 100 marks given. The third dish was a salad. The salad is an unusual salad it added a high quality cheese. The cheese was in cubical and if you know me well, I am a cheese lover.....

Fourth dish was a German's sausages. The dish contained of 1 bacon and 4 different flavors sausages. The grilled skill by the chef was awesome. I think after this, my love to sausages rise to another level again.....

Fifth dish was pork rib. Again, the grill skill. OMG, it's just juicy and we tasted it by using our hands. The professional service provide each of us a bowl of lemon water to wash our hand. Thank You. Sixth dish was a dish called Paella. Creamy rice stick with some chicken meat. Kinda special taste which I never try before. The rice also very special. Size is more bigger than the ordinary rice I consume usually.....

The seventh dish was the main course. It was a half roasted suckling pig. The skin was very crunchy and the culture is, you have to take a plate, knock on the wooden plate 3 times, then use the plate and cut the pig. After that, you make your own wish, then throw the plate inside a basket they prepared. So in the restaurant, we keep on hearing plate breaking sound and big hand clap. Special. I did make a wish just now secretly. What is the wish??? If you wish to know??? Read the last paragraph of this update.....

Lastly, I ordered a homemade Rum and Raisin Ice Cream. OMG, trust me, you will forget the taste once you have tried it. Just like your deep love story. Forever remains in your heart. Till now and forever.....

End of the session, the restaurant prepared us a special beverage which comprised of martini, vodka, lime and salt. Another unforgettable taste. The warm in the throat remains.....


Asparagus Soup

Love at First Try

White Asparagus + German's Ham

Salad with Fine Quality Cubical Cheese

German's Sausages

Juicy Pork Rib

Paella

Roasted Suckling Pig

The Power of Plate vs. The Crunchy of Pig's Skin

Homemade Rum Raisin Ice Cream

Martini + Vodka + Lime + Salt


Want to know what secret wish I make just now??? Alright, let's un-secret it now. I wish you were here and then I shall bring you to fine dine in El Cerdo. And then I will tell the waiter: Kindly prepare a special Irish Coffee for this special lady. I will ordered the piggy meal and let you make a perfect cut off. Looking at you while you making a wish before throwing the plate. It should be a wonderful night. Whatever it is, this will be in my dream tonight and perhaps, every nights.....

A special meal makes me miss the missed again. Something, once it's inside your heart, you will remember it all the time whenever you are. Why??? Because you bring your heart together whenever you go. Even you been purposely working for 11 hours a day, you will still remember it because your heart still be with you when you were working. Whatever it is, I dedicated all the great foods to the someone so special.....


Great Wishing Night


Thursday, April 14, 2011

Protest Is A Mean of Protect

Say Hi to the night before I have my first site visit to my own customer's factory. Can't wait for tomorrow because tomorrow will have a brand new experience, will have the most luxury fine dining dinner in my life, and most important, it is Friday.....

Today have a luxury lunch in Pavillion. It's a Spanish restaurant and I have tasted a variety of foods which I haven't taste in my life. My main course is normal, a seafood spaghetti but yet it tasted so nice. I think it's because of the herb that they used. There were many side dishes which were so special and I can't remember the name because the names were in Spanish. I like a side dish which is the seafood baked rice, it was so creamy. My last dessert was Peach Crumble. I think that's the most special dessert I ever tasted. Believed me, if you taste it, you feel so warm. Combine with my special fruit drink, banana + strawberry + orange, the lunch was a perfect one. Dedicated those nice foods to food lover.....

This week will go to PC Fair. I am going to buy a GPS and maybe a new handphone. Feel like to get an Android phone but somehow I like the touch sense of Iphone. Hmmm, need to make decision again. I hate it. Hehehe. At this moment, I really can't wait to have the gathering with Calix and gang on next weekend. Calix said he has planned for so many activities to welcome me. I really can't wait. May everything going smooth and the plan is on. Blessing~~~

Last night was not really a sleep well night. Woke up in the middle of my sleep after a dream. Hmmm, it's not a nightmare, it's not a great dream. Just a normal dream and it woke me up. Anyway, luckily the time when I woke up was 6 a.m. So I just keep on turning on the bed for 75 minutes before I prepare myself for another day.....

That's all for tonight. Will it be a sleepless night tonight??? I hope it's not. Please don't drag me back to the previous disease again. I beg.....


Great Miss the Missed Night


Wednesday, April 13, 2011

2 Hours = 120 Minutes

Say Hi to the night which I was in the midst of feeling good and feeling bad. Hmmm, today I received a brand new PC for my working. Can't believe Head Office specially come out with memo and assigned new PC to each CAP members. I received the PC on evening. It's HP brand and the specs are quite good. Thanks.....

Currently I am using an old PC. Actually the old PC still in good condition and I have used it for almost one month. Sometimes just feel imbalance. Why??? Because those staffs who have work for few decades and those top performer never get a new PC. But I am just a new staff who have not produce any results and yet I got a new PC. Any HR professional??? How you guys view this imbalance matter??? I remembered there is one term used to describe this situation, but I am just too forgetful.....

Also, congratulation to my center for being the champion for 3 consecutive months. Our center got incentive for this and tomorrow, we will have a superb and extremely luxury fine dining meal. Can't wait to taste the special meal. Looking forward.....

Last night have a simple discussion with Calix and Chloe regarding the gathering. Most probably will be on next weekend in Batu Pahat. I shall walk the plan which is to have a meet with Calix and gang once in two month. I just don't want to let the friendship become far and far. Some peoples might say, as long as the friendship is in the heart, it is sustainable. But I don't really believe in this anymore. Things changed and everything changed. Yet, I am still standing on the same point, looking at the same sky. Whatever it is, from graduation until now, we have met few times even we were in long distance. I feel thankful.....

Haizzz, guys, do you ever not respecting yourself??? For so long, I am not respecting myself. I made a decision of not to do something, but yet I can't control myself and keep on doing it. I view and I view and I view. I don't keep my promise and I am in fact hurting myself. It's hurt, man. When can I stop it??? I don't know. I thought a busy job can act as an anaesthetic for me. But in fact, it's not.....

Whatever it is, there is nothing I can do. Haizzz, let's share my working day's hours.....

11 hours - Working
7 hours - Sleeping
2 hours - Meal
2 hours - Driving & Bathing & Washing Clothes

Total up is 22 hours. There is still 2 hours left for a day. What is it for??? I shall say, it's the time used to blogging and it's the time used to miss the missed.....


Great Luck, Great Night


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Smell

Say Hi to the night which I update my private blog with the 27th post. Hmmm, up to date, it just consisted of 27 posts in total. Not a big deal. Just feel good whenever I shout out loud in the blog. Thank You.....

Tonight is not really a good feeling night. Haizzz, I also don't know why. Kinda disappointed. The previous few nights were totally different. I felt so great for the previous few nights. The feeling was indescribable. That's why for the past few nights I slept very late. I just don't want to let those nights simply pass because I would like to sustain the great feeling. I was so innocent by thinking that the great feeling will remains for the remaining nights. Until tonight, I just realized that tonight was in fact a weird feeling and cold night. Hmmm, maybe I have overestimated myself. The THOR which is so strong and yet so weak. Strong in one matter and weak in another matter. Whatever it is, I am not perfect. The imperfect which still care.....

Watch the 12th episode of The Rippling Blossom. There was a scene where the hero and the heroin chatting with the sea. Hmmm, it makes me think back the late night where I spent in the seaside down stair my house. That night was not a lonely night as I was accompanied by the sand, wind, sea voice and smoke. OMG, how I wish I am there now. At least I can tell the sea - I Miss the Missed!!!

Ooo yaa, I don't feel comfortable in office these 2 days. It's because of the new smell from my new working shoes. Hmmm, can't believe the smell can be so strong. It just makes me feel a little bit dizzy and feel like vomiting.....

Another thing, I have started to use perfume. My dad was a perfume collector and the cupboard in my house was full with perfumes. It's no more spaces for perfumes and then my mom requested me to bring some back to K.L. and use them. Actually I don't like to use perfume, I also don't know why. But since it's a gift from my mom, I will rather listen to my mom's advice where a little perfume makes a great man, especially when you are meeting customers. Thanks to mom, thanks to Estee Lauder.....

Humans need to change in order to adapt themselves to the surrounding. You might not like something previously, but you might have like it now. Why??? Do you ever think about this???Hmmm, maybe you change because of something, or maybe the something has change you. It's either one or combination of both. Agree??? Think about it.....

Talk about smell. Well, I really feel like to smell the seaside now. It has such a special smell. A smell that makes me feel so quiet, warm, harmony and comfortable. A smell that trigger my feeling of miss the missed.....


If Only You Smell the Great Luck I Spare to You


Sunday, April 10, 2011

L is For ???

Say Hi to the night before I start my 5th week as an ARM. Well, I was a hardworking boy for today. Why??? Because I went to work in office today. Hahaha. But this is not the first time already. Anyway, my mom will always scold me when she knew I went to work on Sunday. She always said no need to be so hardworking and I should take Sunday to rest more. Hmmm, I also don't know what I want. Just feel that perhaps it's good to focus more on my career at this young age.....

Chloe asked me that day whether I plan to organize a gathering on this coming weekend. Hmmm, I feel like can't wait to go B.P. or Muar but looks like it's impossible for the coming weekend. Why??? Because I need to go to PC Fair in KLCC to source for a GPS. Workload is more challenging now as I need to meet clients. Then I think the gathering should be on next next weeks. Hahaha. I think the gang is going to saiko me because I always postpone and postpone. Hehehe.....

Today's feel is quite good. So finally I pick up a Hong Kong Drama to watch. It's called The Rippling Blossom (魚躍在花見). It's a drama about sushi, love and family. Can learn about knowledges about fishes too, not bad. Hahaha. Ooo yaa, I love the 3rd episode. I love the 2 sentences - I Did Too Much & Cannot.....

Tomorrow is my fifth week. But which week is for MMU??? Hahaha. Don't know. Whatever it is, here a good luck wish from a Lender of Luck. May everything going smooth.....


Great Luck to Someone


Saturday, April 9, 2011

Miss the Missed

Say Hi to the night before Saturday. Hmmm, tomorrow seems like don't have any plan but need to look for a new sink for the toilet together with my god bro because the old sink was damaged. Hopefully tomorrow can get find one.....

Ooo yaa, today went back to Head Office. Had a short breakfast with Firdaus and able to meet with some CAP mates. Kinda good feel. Got the chance to meet with a senior ARM who has been guided me so well when I was attached to Head Office. The most shocking incident was she still remembered I was a guitarist.....

I remembered when I was attached to her department few months ago, she asked me why I put Hisashi for my pendrive's name. I just told her that Hisashi is one of my favorite guitarist and then she knew that I played guitar. Also, she once asked me to perform for them. Hahaha. So today's morning, when I met her, then first sentence came out from her mouth was: Hey, where were you now??? I said in Setapak. Then she asked whether I enjoyed there or not. So for sure my answer was yes. Then the next question was: Hey, you still haven't show us your guitar performance. Hahaha. I was damm shocked at that time. I just said I have stop playing for a long time and then she advised me to be discipline so that I can keep moving on. Another thing that shocked me was she still remembered who is my mentor and then when my mentor passed by, she stop my mentor and pointed me. Hahaha.....

I really thank to this senior ARM very much because of her guidance and knowledge sharing last time. She was knowledgeable, humor and playful. Glad to be put under her supervision before. Thank You.....

Ooo yaa, just now have a promotion dinner in Manhattan Fish Market. My initial plan was to took the dinner in McDonald, but when I passed through Manhattan Fish Market, I saw the promotion for it's famous Fish and Chips selling at only RM 7 and today is the last day. So, without thinking too much, I just walked in. That my second time in the restaurant. The first time was with Calix and Chloe when we order a combo meal. Great feeling =)

After back from Head Office, my working shoes spoil when I reach home. So just now, I bought a new working shoes. It's crocodile brand. Got 50% discount, so total just RM 130. I really hope it last longer because honestly say, I don't really take care of my shoes and they were just easily spoil. I also don't know why. Some friends told me that it's because I like to rub the shoes when I was walking. Perhaps it's true. Already used to the walking pattern. Hard to change.....

Well, nothing much more to share for today. That's all first. So what to do now??? Sleep??? Hmmm, perhaps it's just good to lay on the bed first, try to think of the person that you would like to meet in the dream and may the person appear in the perfect dream later. It's an enjoyment. Good Night =)


Great Missing Night


Thursday, April 7, 2011

Soul Love

Say Hi to the night before I attend the briefing in Head Office tomorrow morning. Ya, I am going back to Head Office tomorrow. Hopefully, I have the chance to meet with some CAP mates =)

As usual, recently was busy with job. Hmmm, life as an ARM always start at 6 p.m. The same words again. It's depend on how you value it. If you take it as an enjoyment, then it is an enjoyment. If you take it as a tension, then it is a tension. So what's for me??? For me, sometimes it's an enjoyment, sometimes it's a tension. Hahaha. Whatever it is, life goes on. Piak~~~

All the challenges are coming soon. The OMEGA exam will be held on 18th of May and starting on May, I will have the training for CCP. Hmmm, luckily my name is THOR. I am the mighty THOR, weak and yet strong.....

I brought my electric guitar back to K.L. but seems like I don't have time to practice. Ooo yaa, I am wondering why peoples always perceive that men are those who knows to play Dota and watch football. I just heard that few days ago. If you don't practice that, then you are not a man. Why??? Why this must be the case??? Why I can't say that those who don't know play guitar and singing are not qualify to be man??? Man what, must be a rocker. So??? Fuck Off~~~

Currently listening to an old song, Soul Love by Glay. It's one of my favorite song from Glay. It's also my first song jamming with Gray@tmosphere. THOR shout out loud: Whatever it is, I can't give you more. So what about giving you a Soul Love??? Sounds ordinary??? What if I add one more word - Endless. How is it??? I hope it sound better.....

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W.....I.A.O.W.F.Y.L.....

Great Soul Love Night


Monday, April 4, 2011

Tears

Say Hi to the night I reach K.L. Well, the 6 hours driving don't really tiring me as what I expected. It's not as tiring as last night when I back from seaside. Anyway, the tired and sleepy feeling of last night was just the great one. Straight away fall asleep when I laid down on my bed.....

Something happened again today. I reached my home in K.L. sharp at 5 p.m. Then after done my parking, I straight away call my mother to inform her about my safely arrival. During the conversation, her voice was about to cry.....

Me: Mom, I reached already.....
Mom: You reach K.L. or your house???
Me: I reach my house in K.L......
Mom: So just now you eat the Bihun and Nasi Dagang???
Me: Yeah, all finished. Now left the Roti Paung for my dinner.....
Mom: O.K......
Me: Hey Mom, later can you please help me call uncle and Lim Hwa and tell them I reach already???
Mom: O.K......
Me: That's all first. I got to bring my things go up already.....
Mom: Alright, be careful while driving.....
Me: O.K......

After finished the conversation, my tears drop down automatically. I also don't know why. Maybe it's because of her almost-crying sound that make that happened. Or perhaps she was worry about me for the 6 hours driving and then when I call her up, she finally put down the worrier. Actually, this is my first time for a 6 hours driving, didn't really expected that she will worry like this. In fact, I am just take it as normal. Perhaps, this is mother's nature love.....

The feeling for this time was totally different. In the morning, I just left in a normal situation because for these few years, it's usual for me to leave K.T. in order to go back Melaka and K.L. But after the conversation, I realized that the feeling for this time is totally unusual as previously. It's just like..........

Then when I took out all my luggages from the bag, I just realized that my mom has secretly put in a family photo inside my bag. It was my convocation photo where we took in a studio. Again, my tears drop automatically. Sound like a drama right??? Hmmm, in fact, it's not. This is not the first time I left my family, but the feeling for this time is..........

Haizzz, how to say??? There were many feelings which I didn't experienced before, happened in these few days. The feeling of driving a new car, the cold feeling at the midnight, the feeling when I was alone in the beach and listening to the sea's sound quietly and peacefully, the feeling of dropping my tears and so many.....

Hmmm, and now my feeling is like, so indescribable. Maybe I shouldn't think so much. Perhaps, it's time to get back to reality. Blessing~~~


Great Feeling Night


Sunday, April 3, 2011

The 200th Post in Terengganu

Say Hi to the last night in Terengganu. Well, I just finish my dinner with the huge family. It's actually a birthday celebration for my uncle and it's also the third day all of us have huge family dinner together. Ate a lot of great foods in these few days. Anyway, the most great foods were my mom's herbal soup and crabbie lunch. Thanks a lot, my beloved.....

Today was quite a wonderful day. Got a breakfast session with Cin Lo and Pei Ting. Congratulation to Pei Ting because she also just got her new car. Then I have lunch session with Wei Keong and a drinking session with Wei Loon. All of them were doing well with their career and living. I wish them all the best.....

Mom is going to China on June. Wish her a great great trip and may she enjoy the trip there. We are planning for a family trip to Australia on the next Chinese New Year. May we put it into reality. Ooo yaa, a friend ask about my blog yesterday. The question is what the "number two" in the last sentence means and I said read my blog today if you wish to know. So, here's the indirect answer. I am not going to tell what "number two" mean. I will rather say, "number one" is family. So for number two, give a guess. By the way, thanks for support. Hahaha.....

Tomorrow will drive the old Honda City back to K.L. Hmmm, honestly say, I hate long distance driving but I enjoy to be a passenger for a long distance driving. Whatever it is, still have to face it. You can't live as an ARM if you don't possess your own transportation. Anyway, as usual, any Lender of Luck??? If yes, spare me some and thanks.....

It's the last night and it's the 200th post. Thinking of where to go later.There are 2 options in my mind now. First is to speed up around Terengganu with the New City. Second is to go down to the seaside down stair, listen to voice of the sea and sense the old feeling. Today already drive for few times, kinda lazy. I think option 2 is more suitable. Hey, 7-11 in Terengganu got sell alcohol drink??? Hahaha, never mind, let's go down and have a check. Luckily the 7-11 also at down stair. Hahaha. If no alcohol, then a Pall Mall Light may help too. I just need one. Thank You.....

Going down now. Tik Tak Tik Tak Tik Tak Tik Tak. Hahaha. Hopefully there is moon light spreading on the sea. Bye and Good Night.....


Great Seaside Night

Cold

Say Hi to the second last night in K.T. Every time when I am here, the time just past so fast. So fast until I have not enough time to really enjoy every single moment here.....

Today's morning have a Ching Ming session. It's the same tradition and I did what I did for every year. May those in another world live their happy life there.....

Just now have a twice drinking sessions with secondary school classmates. Met with some ex-colleagues from Dynabytes Computer. Feel kinda happy to know they are doing well.....

Well, what about the chatting with the old classmates??? Kinda moody after the chatting session. Do I conscious with what I want??? Definitely yes. But do I chase for what I want??? No. Why??? Because I am aware that in this world, when the thing is not yours, then it's not yours. Don't ask why, it's just a natural mechanic. Since I realized that, then what am I doing now??? I didn't chase for it and I console myself that just let the fate to decide whatever the result is. However, am I really let the fate to decide??? In fact, I am not. I am just unconscious that I am actually waiting for it to reach what I am expecting and what I am hoping for. In other words, I am holding a hope and hoping that the outcome will be what I wish to be. Anyway, no one know whether I am that lucky or not.....

Every time, when I am here, at this moment, I will always have this kind of feeling. It's hot here but I feel the cold. But too bad, the cold don't comfort me but it's striking me. I also don't know why. Maybe because I am afraid of going back to the reality and then the feeling is auto generate. Or maybe there were something happened here as the same time previously and it granted me the old cold feeling. It seems like I have change to become another person. Previously, my blog don't sound like this and previously, the blog is more to happy memories. But now, it has changed. Am I the one who change it??? Or I am the one who being changed by it??? Don't know.....

Fong Li, a ride with an accompany means nothing. Just like what you said, a photo doesn't mean anything. Just a word has awaken me that I am in fact living in an unconscious state where I thought I care for nothing but in fact, it's number two.....


I Feel Cold Tonight
And The Cold Awaken Me That
I Miss You So So Much
Saturday, April 2, 2011

Fall in Love With Cik Siti

Say Hi to the night where I am in K.T. Well, have a 6 hours car journey in the evening just now. Thanks to Lim Hwa for the ride, thanks to my uncle for the lunch and dim sum and thanks to Lim Hwa's family for the dinner. By the way, feel sorry to the family gathering because got to leave early as I have to welcome my beloved Cik Siti.....

The case was like this. I have a dinner with my huge family member's and then the car agent called us and said he has drove my Cik Siti to my house. Then, my family leave earlier and went back home to get the car.....

Hmmm, the car was nice, in metallic grey color with TBC 8233. When I was to drive the car to parking site, I was quite nervous because the front part of the car was actually much more longer than my old Honda City. So, I am not that familiar with it and I am afraid of knocking the new car. Hahaha. I guess it's normal to get such tension.....

So finally, I got a new commitment. Hmmm, in this world, everything is about money. Anyway, life still going on and The Earth of Golds is still turning on.....

Thinking of who shall I ride as my first passenger. Previously, there was always someone who I wish to ride as my City first passenger. That happen when I first set a dream which is to own a Honda City and then the someone shall be my first passenger. I even planned to get the meaningful car plate so that I can have a wonderful and forever memory. Sound crazy??? Sound nice??? Sound unrealistic??? Sound touching??? Sound stupid??? Whatever it is, I failed to get the car plate and thinking of the current situation, everything is no longer possible. Well, it seems to be a wonderful life when you are living in a sweet dream. But now everything turn from a sweet dream to an unrealistic and unachievable goal. Hohoho. Congratulation~~~

By the way, I am tired enough for today. Going to sleep soon. Anyone willing to wake me up??? If yes, please wake me up when July end.....


Great Love to Cik Siti


Monday, March 28, 2011

Sweet Dream

Say Hi to the night which I feel so sleepy. Well, just now went back very early, about 6.30 p.m. Few colleagues then ask why today so special??? Why so early back??? Go paktor??? Hahaha, I am actually went to the other bank to sign for my car loan agreement.....

Workload is getting more and more. I am still trying hard to get used to the workload. Sometimes feel like I love this job, but sometimes tend to feel like I am lazy with it. So, what I really want??? Don't know also. But I think the greatest thing is no need to work.....

Tomorrow going to submit my leave application form. Already decided to take 2 days leave, Friday and Monday. Will be going together with Lim Hwa. Minus the 2 days leave, still left 20 days leave for the year. I think it should be enough for 2 oversea tours.....

Lim Hwa said this week is MMU mid term exam. As usual, Lender of Luck is disbursing his luck to the someone. But does the someone need it??? Hmmm, I also don't know. Whatever, just disburse. Good Luck. Also, spare my luck to those in Japan too. Blessing~~~

Recently can sleep very well. Always experience some sweet dreams too. Well, talk about dreams, suddenly realized that I have been such a long time didn't use this words - Sweet Dream. Alright, I shall use it tonight.....


Great Sweet Dream Night


Sunday, March 27, 2011

=)

Say Hi to the night which is so hot. Tomorrow going to start working again. Tomorrow morning will have a teleconference with HQ's peoples. If there is any lenders of luck, spare some to me please.....

Well, yesterday have an outgoing session with F6 classmates. It's just a simple gathering. Had a great lunch, watch a movie - Sucker's Punch (No comment on the movie), bought a business's card holder in Daiso, visit the Secret's Garden in 1 Utama Shopping Complex and finally had a 2 hours karaoke session. Got the chance to sing few JJ's songs. Satisfied.....

What about today??? Hmmm, nothing special happen. I spent 2 hours in the morning to clean up the toilet and kitchen. The rest of the time was used for movies and Omega session. Ooo yaa, received a call from mom just now. She told me that my Honda City will reach on the coming Friday. Can't believe it reach in such a short time. I am going back also this weekend. I think I will still drive the old City to KL. The new one just left for my mom. She is such a great car lover and she know to take care of it. By the way, I fell lucky that I have the chance to drive the new car first before back to KL. So friends, I am going to fetch you guys with the brand new Honda City for the Saturday's gathering. Yeahhh~~~

Just now have a KFC's snack plate for my dinner. Such a long time didn't try on snack plate. It makes me thinking back the old times during my last 2 semester in MMU. During that period, I always have the meal with Kap Siao's Group as Huey Lian was such a KFC's fan. Hahaha. Anyway, the same taste of snack plate, but different feeling of enjoyment.....

I think that's all for tonight. Going to sleep soon. Blessing for tomorrow~~~


Great Dream Night


Friday, March 25, 2011

Hey Hypocrite, Fuck Off!!!

Say Hi to the night before gathering with F6 classmates. Hmmm, tomorrow will have a karaoke session, so I shall sing 无尽的思念&我还想她 first. Long time didn't attend a karaoke session. Hopefully, my pitch is still as high as before.....

Just now afternoon had the greatest Seafood Curry Noodle in my life. The curry is awesome. The bowl was full with prawns, squid, mussels and La La. I feel great to eat La La because whenever I eat them, I feel like I have eat all those La La Zai. Hahahaha. Ooo yaa, just a bowl of Seafood Curry Noodle, it cost RM 19 per bowl. Anyway, it's totally worth. Again, dedicated it to food lover.....

Just realized that FB got such a new thing called Memorable Status Update. Hahaha. When you are looking at someone's photo, it will appear a Memorable Status Update by that person on, maybe few years ago. So just now got click on some memorable status update and recall back the old times. Hahaha. Now I knew that I am not the only one who stay in the past, at least FB is in the same world as me. In fact, he/she is a best memory keeper because he/she got such a huge database. What about me??? Hmmm, I also don't know how long can I keep the memory.....

Tomorrow is Earth Hour Day. Every staff received an email from HQ reminding to off the light in office. Just now I am the last going back, no worries, I have hold my responsibility as an Earth Lover. All the lights were off. I love the earth, I love the Earth of Golds

Accidentally found this photo in my FB just now. It's my icon and it was created on 2005.
Does it looks like me??? Hohoho.....

Kim Thor - Gray@tmosphere Guitarist


Great Dream Night


U.M.U

Say Hi to the night before the last weekday for the week. Hohoho, today learnt a lot of things, in terms of credit writing and the way to talk with customers. Also, have a great luxury Dim Sum lunch in Hotel Concorde. The food is awesome and I shall dedicated the foods to the Dim Sum lover =)

Can't wait for the coming weekend because already planned for some activities. Might go to Klang for a 1 day tour. Probably will taste the Bak Kut Teh there again. It's nice man. Cin Lo said want to have a bicycle session in the early morning, now still wait for her confirmation. Hopefully everything goes smooth.....

The plan to meet with Calix and gang should be postpone to next next week. Hmmm, suddenly so miss the time of karaoke with the gang. How good is it if I can sing 无尽的思念 in karaoke now.....

The matters regarding the purchase of new car almost fully settle. Thinking of coming out with an Iphone as I need GPS after this. I think GPS is really a must because my job involve dealing with customer. When will Iphone 5 be introduced??? I need it fast man.....

That's all for tonight. Just realized that my total blog posts almost reach 200. Hmmm, can't believe that I blog more during working life compared to the time when I am in MMU. Now just realize know that the influence grants such a great impact to my life.....


Great Unlimited Missing Night


Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W

Say Hi to the night where I feel so tired. But in fact, everyday also a tired day. My god bro always complained me because I always shouted out the words, I am tired. Hahaha.....

Hmmm, finally just now I tag Calix and gang in FB to discuss about this weekend's gathering. Unfortunately, all are seems to be unavailable. Wondering why Calix always got dinner on Saturday. Hahaha. But never mind, I have call up another group of friends for some activities =)

Just now have a meet with Wei Loon in Pudu. We have a porridge dinner again. Long time didn't see him and I am glad that he is doing well now. Basically, just a simple chatting session and I am sharing what I have learnt in the banking industry to him.....

Hmmm, working life pass quite fast, especially for me who always work until very late. Think from another perspective, it's good also. During the weekdays, I go through a hectic life but on weekend, find out some friends, go out to waste some monies. Make the life balance. Or I can go to Muar or BP to meet with Calix with the same purpose - wasting monies. With this, I think I shall more appreciate weekend.....

Not much for today, just some basic record. I shall go and sleep now because tomorrow got few appointments.....


Great Night

Z.W.X.M.Z.....N.Y.Y.S.D.Y.W


Tuesday, March 22, 2011

It Means We Ever Love Somebody

Say Hi to the night before I get my salary. Hmmm, just now stayed until 8.45 p.m. in office. Sometimes, it's kinda enjoy to be alone in the office and concentrating on my task. Hahaha. Ooo yaa, finally I got my name card today. My first ever name card, thank you.....

Well, after back from work, I am laying down on my bed, doing nothing, open up the FB and look back some photos. Hmmm, just realized that there were many friends that I have not meet up after graduated. Kinda miss them. Don't know how they live their life now. Will it be as same as me??? Busy for the job??? Or they are living great with beloved family??? Or some are busy paktor-ing??? Hahaha, whatever.....

I still haven't discuss with Calix and the gang regarding the gathering this week. Hmmm, perhaps tomorrow is the time for tagging in FB. Also, don't know want to go Muar or BP. Haizzz, hard to decide. Seems like I got so many many things to do and yet I am just lazy to do it.....

Just now have a quick alone dinner in a chinese restaurant. I ordered a Honey Fried Chicken Rice. The taste quite nice. Suddenly, I miss the time when I had my Mushroom Chicken Rice with Oyster Sauce in the MMU nearby restaurant. I have forgot the name. Don't know is 886 or 663. Still remembered the last time I went there was on 22th May 2010 with Chloe. We ordered a San Bei Chicken and that day was my second last day in MMU. Thinking back, it was sharply 10 months ago.....

Anyhow, I am still the same, still like to press on the small cutted chilis before I have the meal. I am still the same, but the time, situation and person is no longer the same. Feel like want to get back the feeling, but it's indeed hard.....

So what shall I say more??? Perhaps I shall ask, is there any time machine available???

MMU Sigma Year Book - The Earth of Golds

Had You See In The Picture
When We All Put Our Hands Up, What It Means???


Great Earth of Golds Night


Monday, March 21, 2011

Sushi, Credit and Memory

Say Hi to the night which I feel so tired. Just did some modifications of my credit paper. So now, my working hours are from 8.45 a.m. to 8.00 p.m in office and 9.00 p.m to 11.30 p.m. in home. Wow, such a good utilization of time. Or think from another perspective, it was such a waste of my time because it was all spend on working. Whatever it is, it's temporary.....

Ooo yaa, let's shared about my presentation of my first credit paper today. Overall, I was brushed for the 2 hours discussion. Hahaha. But it's my learning curve and I love the way my head has high expectation to me. It's just speed up my learning.....

The reason that I was brushed was because I don't source much information from my senior in order to do the writing. It's not that I don't get the information. The reason being my senior purposely don't want to leak out information to me, he want me to do it myself, don't keep on asking, and learn it through mistakes.....

Guess what my head told me today??? He asked me did I watch a comic called Madam Jiang's Sushi (蒋太的寿司)??? I said I heard it before but never watch it. Then he explained to me that in the comic, there was a new guy enter into a Japanese Restaurant. No peoples willing to teach him the way to make sushi and he just do some simple work like cleaning. The reason that all those sushi masters do not want to teach him is because they want him to learn himself. Learn from his own observation as they think that you will not appreciate or put in heart whatever peoples teach you. In contrast, once you learn it yourself, you will have a deep understanding and won't easily forget what you have learn.....

Actually since starting, I already knew that my senior behave like this. He want me to have a self learning. I have adapted to the culture and now I am trying my best to strive to an excellent. That's why I am trying to compress my time so that whatever I have to learn in 3 years, I compress it into 1 year. Hopefully, there is an success for me.....

Ooo yaa, talk about the Madam Jiang's Sushi. I still remembered that you are the one who told me about the comic. I think that happened almost 1 year ago. Nevertheless, it's still in my mind. At least, I can now confirm that I am such a good memory keeper.....


Great Memory Night


Sunday, March 20, 2011

20.03.2011

Say Hi to the night before Monday's Blues. Hahaha. Well, I thought I am going to have frequent update but just realized that I am not. Why??? Because I was extremely busy for my work recently.....

Yesterday have an whole day outgoing with my form 6 classmates. Actually, the main purpose was to attend Pei Li's convocation but who knows, we just have a simple meet with Pei Li at KLCC for about 30 minutes. Just a simple meet, a sincere congratulation and a generous convocation gift. Hehehe.....

I reached KLCC at 3 p.m. with Cin Lo. Both of us have a lunch session in Nando's while waiting for the late coming couple, Lim Hwa and Fong Li. After that just stroll around KLCC and have a short tea break in Starbucks's Coffee before we went to meet with Pei Li. Then straight away went to TGV for our movie session - Battle: Los Angeles. Overall, I could say the movie is quite good. It's just the very front part I was disappointed by the unprofessional movie recording method because of the shaking recording even though the front scene was just a normal line, not yet in battle.....

After the movie session, we have a rush dinner in Milano. That's what happened yesterday. Simple and yet, Memorable. Ordinary and yet, Extraordinary.....

For today, I am a hardworking guy. Why??? Because I went to office to work. Hahaha. Not long, just 4 hours. Feel lucky to enter into office today because my another colleague also there and I learnt something new again. Well, to be honest, I stayed until 8 p.m for every working day now. There were a lot of cases waiting for me to follow up and I am a new boy, so it's crucial for me to compress my workload. It's good for my self development and I think it's good way to fully utilize my time. My mom started to worry about me but what I could say is, no worries please. This is just temporary and I know how to enjoy my life. I will still allocate time for me to do whatever I like. Perhaps, gatherings, starbucks, movies, foods, travels and so forth. I am always a person with good time management. Agree??? Hahaha.....

Ooo yaa, have a great western dinner in Milwaukee just now. Ordered a set of Cordon Bleu. Hohoho, Cordon Bleu is always my favorite. Guess why??? It's because I am a cheese lover and I just love to see the way cheese melt in front of me. Combined with the ham inside the chicken, OMG, it's awesome!!! Also, I didn't forget to dedicate the great food to the western food lover =)

This week has came to an end. So what about next week??? The initial plan was to gather with Calix and gang. Hopefully it's on. Then the next week after is to go back K.T for Ching Ming and drive my car to K.L. The next next week is to go to Klang or Melaka for a food session with yesterday's gang. Always looking forward =)

This few nights can sleep very well. No more automatic awaken issue. I have not see you in my dream this few days. Good or bad??? I don't know. I just realized that it's turn out freedom mean nothing but missing you.....

Tomorrow need to present a case for my head. Hopefully the proposal is free from any problem. Any lender of luck??? If yes, lend some luck to me please, thanks.....


Great Luck Night for Me